Hard times are still around.

I know it has been while since my last post but I have been going from here to there and everywhere with my daughters cheer. The girls took home 4th place at Regionals in Orlando and we were so proud. That ended just after Thanksgiving and then we went right into Christmas. Christmas has been very hard financially and not knowing what is going to come next. How long are we going to be in our house and moving and how the possibility of saying goodbye to my husbands Brother Jay who is 35 and dying of brain cancer is going to affect my husband and my oldest daughter who he has been close to him since he was diagnosed and she was just a year old.  The thought just brakes my heart. 
This year has been full of ups and downs and I should say more down then up but we are all trying to make our way though it and I hope we as a family come out on top. 
I know that there is a path for this family I just wish that I had a clue on where it was going to take us.  The fear of the unknown is what scares me. 
2010 has not been a good year and I hope that 2011 will be better opportunity wise, financially and bring more opportunities into our lives.  Because unemployment sucks.

Unemployeed and trying to make ends meet

I know there are so many americans that are out of work and trying to get by each and every day and I feel for all of you.  Up until August of this year I had worked since I was sixteen non stop and sometimes even two jobs and up out of the blue I was fired.  I am the soul provider of the family due to my husband having major back problems and unable to work.  I can not put into words how this feels when you look everyday for a job and find nothing that you are interested in or in your field or when you go to a job interview and it goes well and you think you have the job then only to find out that you were not chosen. 

The holidays are quickly approaching and we are all trying to be positive and move forward but it is so hard for me to keep going day by day,  I know that when one door opens another one opens but sometimes I get frustrated waiting for the open door. 
I have my family and sometimes I don't talk about how I am feeling but I know that if I wanted to pour my heart out that they would be there and listen.

Regional Cheer Orlando

Ciera just before she left for the bus to the Arena.

Here are my 2 Future Jupiter Mustang Cheerleaders.
Don't u just love there shirts Thanks Chris for doing a great job on then and everyones.


Ky is ready.

All the girls in there pyramid. Worked so hard for this moment in the spotlight and
they brought home the 4th place trophy.

We had a nice weekend as a family in Orlando there were over 5,000 cheerleaders
and boy could u tell. This was our second time going with the mustangs and everyone did a great job.
We want to thank Coach Cindy and Rodney and all the Jr Coaches for making this year the best.
We hope to see everyone next year and we will come back and ROCK the HOUSE.

Also our Jr Midget Large Squad took 1ST PLACE and is on there way to
NATIONALS ! WIDE WORLD OF SPORTS
DEC 8.
So lets cheer them on... Go Mustangs!